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2005-05-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

IVE MOVED!
RELINK PLEASE! :D

http://lovedrug-.blogspot.com

2005-05-19T19:01:00.000+08:00

notice that i deleted yesterday's entry about _____? yeah. i decided that since its over, no point still harbouring so much hatred towards her. and come to think of it, i dont hate her that much right. oh well.

today was rather eventful. had this learning journey trip to newater visitor centre with the class. and we went with L1(ting,tyng and baby's class) and P4. hahah so since its a lj trip, dont you reckon that itll be very fun. because ting, tyng and i had to entertain ourselves by walking(squeezing) through this thin thin opening at the back of some exhibitions not meant for people to pass through. and i tell you, ive realised (again) what a big bum ive got. like i can pass through the wall(?) with my upper body easily but ive got to actually shove my bum a little to pass. unproportional bum, how sad. anyway, this is irelevant. well. came back to school for cheering compt. nothing much, though mic's class was really good! and after that, my dad and i had some arguement. the besties consoled me and im really touched by them. i love you babes! :D met baby after that and i couldnt help me and broke down and cried. hahaha i feel so silly now. he made me feel much better after that. so much better i could laugh now, really. i love you too!

finally. i think im going to school tomorrow.

yes.

2005-05-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

you know im not particularly into any computer games. but i cant help getting hooked to this.

see the black girl in the middle? thats helena(one of mcr's songs) and supposingly "me" in the game. its very cute dont you think. though the pictures are like re-scaled much smaller than they appear to be. but nevertheless. very cute.

and i love this picture of the bride and groom.

:D

2005-05-17T16:12:00.000+08:00

ive flunked amaths very badly. ok. let me repeat: VERY badly.
and the worst thing is, theres more to come. our class got like what. the lowest msg average for english, social studies, amaths and (almost) for chinese. oh yea, i failed chinese paper two (wow. what a surprise -.-). but i think i passed overall. thanks to kong(spell?) lao shi for giving me marks even though i havent handed up a single piece of assignment since the start of the year.

im really feeling quite sore over my results. :(

nevermind. NEXT TERM! i will work harder, i promise. with the condition of (many) lesser fencing trainings, as im very sick of fencing already.

I wanna see what you're insides look like
I bet you're not fuckin pretty on the inside
I wanna see what you're insides look like
I wanna see em

2005-05-15T01:48:00.000+08:00

mark vincent is such a turn-off.

turn anti-clockwise to turn off.

(copyrighted: us, besties!)

2005-05-14T15:03:00.000+08:00

i'll be there. painting the town your favorite color.

do you know.

vance sucks!

yeah. like literally, sucks. hahaha. ok nv. anyway.. school was alright yesterday. we didnt do much in class, except amath. and the wow-so-informative talk at the hall yesterday about stds. quite silly isnt it. and so besties and i had the most private talks yesterday afternoon. no im not gonna let you in to what we were talking about.

yesterday afternoon must have been one of the best afternoons ive had in weeks, besides the towning day of course. its just like one of those days you could tell that your life is changing for the better after those very horrid weeks. yes, and i love you for that baby. (:

i think i should really go to church soon. to thank God for all that he has done. guiding me through the ups and downs in my life. ting, we'll take you to church one day, ok? haha.

2005-05-12T20:47:00.000+08:00

i dont know how im feeling now. and this part of the song probably explains quite a lot.

No I don't
I'm just a no-class beat down fool
And I will always be that way
I might as well enjoy my life
And watch the stars play

lots of plans this june but im afraid i wont have enough time for everything! im starting on my exercising tomorrow. to the gym after school, then il go for a swim. yes, i even told my maid to make sure i get my rounds tomorrow.

anyway. exams end today! went to town with mic, tyng and ting to watch "coach carter". yeah the show's very good. so good that i suppose ting and tyng cried? hahahah. yes. after that we went around looking at clothes at mng and zara and esprit and topshop. till lionel and vance came over. and we went over to borders to bum. i know you must be thinking like oh, how contradicting. exams are over but yes, we were at borders looking at children books and playing "i spy". :D so kiddish. okay well. lionel gave me a ride on his bike. WOOH! shiok! though he was like zig-zag-ing when we were on the roads. sheesh.

and i told mic i hate the way some people are saying that my handwriting looks like so-and-so's. excuse me. hers like mine, or mine like hers?! ive had this handwriting since sec two.

FUCK!

2005-05-10T22:32:00.000+08:00

im caught in a dilemma. eugene asked me to go indochine with him this sat to club. he said theres a party going on there. i suppose i want to go? but aiya. im sucha guai kia im afraid of getting caught or something.

should i go. let me put cme to good use.
weigh the pros and cons.

pros: i get to have fun. relax after the exams.
cons: what if i get caught for underage admittance. theyll call my dad to inform him and il probably be grounded. plus il have a record too?

but it seems too good to resist. look!

worth getting grounded? hmmm. grounded after the exams doesnt seem too good an idea.
...

i can always go clubbing with ting and tyng next year when we're legal. we have harboured plans of going already. :D how exciting. ok. so in conclusion. il tell gene no. and get to enjoy my june holidays tanning and shopping. sounds more of a deal, innit?

anyway. ive cut my hair. fine, its not much of a difference now. except shorter and more.. layered/shagged/thinner?
yea. you get the idea.

2005-05-09T20:10:00.000+08:00

i thought i swore never to do this again.

physics was okay today. like holey burgoleh. at least it was easier compared to the ct. except for the ball thing. where it rolled and bounced onto this spring and rolled back how many metres. calculate the kinetic energy. which i dont quite know how to.

and i abhor the fact that i have to memorise hundreds of zao ju to have 2 coming out only. why does the school have to include zao ju in our chinese paper. i thought moe cancelled them already.

oh yea. happy birthday andre and ken and james wong! ahaks.

matthew told me the most shocking news really. alphonsus is in jail for _____. ah well.

bye world. :D

2005-05-07T16:46:00.000+08:00

nails for breakfast and tacks for snacks.

now how would you like that? :D

have you realised that you look forward to saturdays so much on fridays. yet when saturday arrives, you dont look forward to it anymore. get what i mean?

i cant quite comprehend what im feeling right now actually. this week's been past really quick because of the hours spent on studying and on exams, which is good in a sense that the papers will be over sooner. yeah.

ive got so many plans for the june holidays. tanning, towning, dieting, fencing (well not exactly but its a form of exercise right) and (uurgh) school. yes the school has plans to keep sec 3s in school for the holidays for extra lessons every day of the week for a fortnight. eeyer. sucha turn-off. but on a lighter note, im sure the besties will make lessons seem better. like meeting up before school and after school. and talking and gossiping and bitching about papayas (haha) and green catty bags. and well. laughing at mic and her after-a-few-minutes,-oh!-i-know-what-you-were-talking-about. hoy. shes my bestest nevertheless. and no our world doesnt just revolve around conversations and laughters but at least, thats what weve been doing ever since school started. hence, i dont care. we gotta meet up during the holidays for some real business, you hear, besties?

this was supposed to be a short entry. but i think ive talked too much about the besties.

NEH(ahaks)mind about that.

2005-05-05T14:00:00.000+08:00

counting the stars.

waking ashland! ooh. im so into their songs currently.

Oh shame on you.
You cast your spell on me.

anyway. amaths was crap. i left a 9 mark question out totally. so. er. i pray for a 60%?
aiya. sheesh.
i doubt il be able to achieve that, sadly. :(

as you should have noticed, i changed my template again. thanks to deviant art for that picture. its very plain now still, il prolly do it up a little more after the exams. speaking of which, geog and emath tomorrow. and ive lost my list of geog topics that i have to study for..

i know. il study everything.

how ingenious right. -rolls eyes.

So hold on to me.
You're a million miles away.
But I am still the same as yesterday

2005-05-04T22:44:00.000+08:00

you're using me for everything but love.

ok im having amath paper tomorrow. so just a short entry.

im feeling kinda strange for the past few days. apart from my very stubborn sore throat, theres like this thing going about in my life i dont know what to do about it. but i suppose its more or less settled now.

ive just realised how much i miss the rg sabreurs. especially nellie. hahaha. ok that sounds so cheesy but yes. im talking to her now and wah, ive really been missing out a lot from trainings. and theres min(min) jiao lian too. ahaks.

anyway. happy birthday to jasmine, calvin and yongchuen! :D

right. so i think i should go off now. back to my "bpghs sec 3 add maths mid-year 2004" paper. (tell me how sick can it get.)

2005-05-01T20:52:00.000+08:00

paperthin hymn.

i chanced upon these roxy decks.

theyre so pretty i wont want to use them for skating.

speaking of which, i havent been skating for almost a year already. i bet i dont have the guts to even do an ollie now. pfffft. go ahead, laugh all you want.

but girls shouldnt skate so much right. imagine all those uuurgh bruises.

nevermind.

2005-04-30T22:56:00.000+08:00

i met up with vance, nic and asyraf today and well you can say its the perfect way to end a week :D we've had lots of fun bumming at town and giving that disguisted look at white-goggled muhds. some people just make us laugh too damn fucking much really. HAH!

vance bought this collar-ed top from topman. damn cool can. and i got a graphic tee from edge. well, nic had his hair cut and asyraf went on a date with ju-on. everyone is happy.

so in all. shiokkkkk ah!

2005-04-29T17:48:00.000+08:00

wouldnt it be nice if your shit was cadbury.

hahahaha. tyng was singing this from the whole time we were at the stairs chatting like our lives depended on it. and the picture is inspired by mic. since she said she imagined a lump of shit with hands and legs popping out when i described that (whoever) looked like shit. but its very cute isnt it. i wont mind looking like that.

there it is, juliets!

so anyways. it is mr choo's last day with us today. and the atmosphere in class when he broke the news to us was like. wah. very disappointing. wells, he is a very good teacher who takes the effort to give us amath remedial classes after school(which mrs chiu never does) and prints us all the answers to our work. it is really a pity that he should go and mrs chiu be back. hoy, not that im against mrs chiu or anything but aiya. id very much prefer mr choo to her. i bet 3P1 will feel much worse since its mr hisham whos leaving and he's a very cool teacher. even the guys got emotional. ahaks.

im listening to good riddance(time of your life) currently. its quite old already but oh well. i think it inspires me to be glad for whatever i have. im very thankful for the three besties (mic, ting, tyng) ive got. and the chance to go to school(yea. right) and the freedom to do whatever i like. the besties and i were talking about our lives at the stairs today and yes. it was very good to hear about everyone's problems and thinking of a way to solve them instead of brooding over everything.

ah i feel so much more matured all of a sudden.

stop sniggering.

2005-04-27T15:48:00.000+08:00

im feeling quite sick of my hair.

ooh. i just came across this just now.
sexweeddrugslife.

(:

anyway.
though i dont usually use this word. i cant help it this time.
FUCK THAT BITCH.

p.s. im sorry this entry dont er. flow. (?) its very random so bear with me.

2005-04-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

hello world. why are you scrumbling before me just like that.
anyway. english was okay(read:not good) today. i barely had enough time to complete my paper one and paper two. so hence, no word count.

Hear a drum pounding out of time
Another protestor has crossed the line (Hey!)
The line, the money's on the other side

Can I get another Amen (Amen)
There's a flag wrapped around the score of men (Hey!)
A gag, A plastic bag on a monument

and miss phua always minus one mark for missing word count.

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

(!) okay so go away. and dont remind me.

anyways. notice the resemblance?

i know you do.

i did this on msn. vance insisted that they dont look alike.

2005-04-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

in case youre wondering about nat trials (which you probably never will). i shall blog about it after reading nellie's entry on it. wah its super hilarious.

okay, the fencing part was a bit (VERY) off. so i should not waste time on it. anyways. yan hui was back from aust! omg. shes so pretty now you should see her. oohlala!

here's an extract from nellie's blog:
20050417
you see, me and jas never noticed tt rock climbing thing outside the clementi sports hall. until today tt is. and yea, now i kinda wished we didn't find it. at first the two innocent little teenagers, nellie and jazzy, thought that the rock climbling thingy was really cool. so we decided to climb it. then we both sat on the top. then we looked down. then we got the shock of our life. my GOD were we high up. like, the ground looked REALLY far away. and then me and jas were so scared, we didn't dare to come down. yea, you did read properly. we actually sat there, with cold feet, occasionally glancing down and quickly turning back when we saw the vast distance we were away from the ground. and i left my purse and slippers on the ground! at least jas was clever enough to bring her hp along when she climbed. we were just thinking about calling someone to get us, the two chickens, down when jas saw tt the back part of the wall was ok to climb down. so we climbed down. god wad a RELIEF i felt when i touhed the ground. never. ever. AGAIN will i climb tt wall. no i dun mean tt. i'm sure me and jas will feel the urge to climb it again someday. this time we'll bring wanlin along and freak her out. haha.

you dont think its funny?
maybe it isnt but thats besides the point.

english paper starts tomorrow. why am i still on the comp.

2005-04-25T18:25:00.000+08:00

handshakes on sunrise.

oh i want to go to bali with the besties now. much tanning and beach-ing and dancing to do! :D

i guess that will have to wait. asdfghjklkjjhsakjsdhgkl.

How we waste our prescious time,
Marching in the picket line,
That surround those striking hearts,
And the time is never now,
And we know who we should love,
But we're never certain how

after the exams yeah. okay goodbye everyone!

2005-04-16T23:39:00.000+08:00

i brought you my bullets,
you brought me your love.

CHARLIE SIMPSON WOOH YAY!
i happened to chance upon a blogskin of him just now. ooh-so-sizzling-hot!

SLURPS!

isnt he like the hottest thing around. :D

oh womens sabre is back on tomorrow. weve got to report at such an unearthly hour.

good god.

2005-04-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

I know,
You might roll your eyes at this,
But I'm so,
Glad that you exist.

spent the day with er. sports yesterday. first there was the napfa five item thing and yes ive cleared it finally. no more go-run-cannot-walk for p.e lessons anymore. rejoice! then there was sports heats. the netballers took all the glory away and well, that left me with a third. asjflajdkjhf

oh and we (ting, tyng, jas er and qiu rong) went to macs after our heats. two very random despos told us the funniest shit really! hmmm something for you to go home to think about. holy shit i think im going to die laughing!! hahahahaha

yesterday after i came home, all i thought about was bananas (i cant explain my sudden obsession with them) wah i hope i can have one now. :(

hokay with that, be nice to people. and before i forget. thanks nellie for the below quizes.
goodbye!

2005-04-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

Your Brain is 66.67% Female, 33.33% Male

Your brain leans female
You think with your heart, not your head
Sweet and considerate, you are a giver
But you're tough enough not to let anyone take advantage of you!

What Gender Is Your Brain?

You Are 9 Years Old

9 (nine (?!))

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

2005-04-12T22:29:00.000+08:00

today was fun. fenced team against ri. ahaks. i believe our team (nellie, lin(charles) and me.) won in the end? ah i dont know. charles fenced the last bout.. so aiya i think he won la. lin was damn on form today can. how many one light! and hence, nellie cheered like mad trumpets today. :D

school's terrible. im like having how many tests out of a sudden. geog timed practise tomorrow. asdfghjkl. i dont like it at all you know. i must memorise like how much nonsense and throw all out in one paper and il surely forget what ive remembered the next moment. so whats the point. uuuuurgghhh.

im addicted to "holiday" by green day.

grace, sy and i are working hard to convert euginn. vance please help. we told him about how great God is yada blah. and i think its working. roars.

yay im gonna go register for my ic tomorrow with vicki. oh dont remind me about the photo thing la. i bet il look so eeyer in it. :(

so long and goodnight.

2005-04-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

im quite irritated with blogger actually. sheesh, they deleted my entry.

anyways. bet youve heard the "mr lonely" song. its very amusing right. lonely. im mr lonely. i have no money. out of my own ... ah-oooooooh! oh well, addy was singing it at training yesterday. in the chipmunk voice.

hahahahaha.

addy sing again please!

2005-04-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

omg. physics paper was a killer man. or to me, at least.
i bet i'll fail my physics. asdfghjkl.

ooh, national trials next weekend. aiya i think i'll prolly just pay and get killed but oh wells. for experience right. hah and nellie and lin are fencing so yay. we'll have lots of fun im sure.

im thinking if i should cut my hair. oh leave comments please.

2005-04-05T23:11:00.000+08:00

thank you stranger, for your therapeutic smile.

ive been an extremely happy girl this entire week, even though i know some people will entirely beg to differ but wthey, pffft. you see, ive gone from being not reliant on the internet anymore for countless number of entertainment to eating mochi ice-cream to getting my nike shoe bag to hunting for that white(omg. white.) sports bra to changing my contact lenses and finally to

040405!
thanks to everyone. and ting, i loved your ZA nail polishs so much ive painted all my toes in the different colors. heh

hahaha if i could summarise it all, ild say wah shiokkkkkkk. :D

but oh that dreadful 2.4km run's tomorrow. how asdfghjkl. it spoils my very joyous week.

btyl; im proud to say that i no longer think of you as much as before anymore. or maybe not. but aiya im much better at least, or so i think.

lately im alright and lately im not scared i figured out, that what you do to me feels like, im floating on air.

so long and goodnight.

P.S. ruth il pass your present to lin on thurs okay. sorry for the delay.

2005-03-27T00:28:00.000+08:00

we sit and watch the wall you painted purple.

sleep marathon was great, despite the occasional "what, it's already (time) and you're still sleeping?!"s(oh shut up on that). i need to add a new object on my must-get-list. a sign on my bedroom door that says "do not disturb". but aiya, it was good nevertheless. i must do this more often i promise. :D

ooh, i miss the piano a lot today.

and yes, im still craving for birthday cakes. hah of all things to crave for. sheesh

2005-03-25T01:26:00.000+08:00

ahoy
im just back from training. the very kind james fetched joan and me back, even though he took damn long to get off the phone(haha). so joan and me spent our time at z talking and jumping and yoga and doing really strange stuffs. apparently joan opened z's cupboard which is all dark and dusty and she scared herself with the masks and jackets and a sleeve coming out. hahahahaha that silly girl. oh wells, training was really good. i had some personal training(i like!) with minmin and yes. it was oh-aspiring. ah i shall be as enthusiastic as andre(yay) from now on. (((:

ms kong said that we'll be having chink public speaking soon. where got such thing right, right? since when we have that for chinese lessons. uuurgh. i guess i'll probably end up like good morning lao shi. or zao an lao shi and tong xue or some english mixed chink and what not. oh you get my point anyways. i hate chink public speaking. asdfghjkl.

oh happy 16, ruth!

guess what. they cancelled women's sabre for rj invits! because they dont have enough people fencing it. rubbish. they could have combined the men's with women's what. at least we get to fence one match. better than nothing. sheesh, always like that.

ah actually im kind of sleepy now. im going to church tomorrow morning.

so bye!

2005-03-23T20:17:00.000+08:00

i think its time we closed down the pattern department.

hello fello! ooh im so happy i made it out with lin. sorry my dear, glad its all over. i love you girlfriend. anyways, rj invits this weekend. im team-ing with nellie and lin. ho, like finally. we've been talking about team-ing for so long but never got it done. and we probably have plans to go out before or after(if it doesnt end like late at night again) our event on saturday. i can hardly wait. it'l be fun im sure.

im applying for spex! oh yay. i really hope i get the money because i need to buy so many things. like this nike shoe i've taken a liking for recently, or new fencing shoes(low-cut) or an allstar sabre blade. ive just realise that my blade "takes after the school's foil blades" (as quoted by mq). which probably means its all scratchy and rusty. not good at all.

look what ive found from the net:
girls are noisy. stuff socks in their mouths.

warrrrghh. what nonsense.

and im telling you im this idiot craving for birthday cakes now. hahahahahaha.

2005-03-21T18:09:00.000+08:00

do you wanna take me on?

someone's such a meow. uh i told fq about it, and yes he agrees that she's sucha loser. and it's not worth wasting my time on such people. (hello fq if you'r reading this. thanks for that brother.) seriously, here's an advice for you girl. dont start on it if you're not matured enough to deal with it please.

SO. school was cool today. as usual. we had many free periods for the day. my amaths work were all wrong. because erm. i did them. yes but nevertheless, it's pretty alright for a first day of school. considering that i didnt look forward to it so much. house training was cancelled, went mugging with joan and yiyao. and, we saw grace and rusy.

delwin, hows your ear now. hope its better!

oh did i mention.. my nail is suffering from internal bleeding again. this time its the thumb. i clashed sabre guards with evelyn during our bout and yes. very painful and it looks so purple and ugly.

aiya.

2005-03-20T22:46:00.000+08:00

i quite like that black nokia 7260 though okay fine. it's getting quite outdated. but nevertheless, i think it looks very cool. funky. it gives a very erm.. clubbing-ish kind of feeling. oh wells.

i managed to get a new pair of skates/blades/rollershoes(ah whatever) just now. it costed about $150 with the wrist guards. quite reasonable i suppose, since its an abec(spell?) five.

b divs was yesterday and eeyer. i lost 15-14 to evelyn from prc. there goes my third placing. the rg juniors did very well for their c divs though. nelicia got a gold, sze yen and lin got joint bronze. i wished i was still in c divs. yes. I WISH. aiya im too old for it already so be it then. why didnt they have fsi earlier last year. then i'll know min jiao lian earlier. then i can start sabre faster. and i'll be in time for c divs. BUT NO! i guess i fenced foil last year for c divs? uuuurgh. sucks.

oooh. i've finally met yuenhuitian for the first time today. timon what are you trying to say ah you. shes very sweet what, came all the way down. and she knew my name. which was really surprising because i didnt know andre mentioned me to her. but wells, i think huitian is very nice. right huitian? so anyways. went for a drink with the other ri sabreurs. damn funny i tell you.. jingxun and james lam were talking about chickens(as in pokpokeh that real chicken). then jingxuan said something about japanese chickens having contagious chicken flu. andre said "geisha" for no apparent reason. and choonwing started telling us about geisha selling it for the first time(you understand?) only.

andre: they only sell first time?! then what they do after that?
wing: andre, they dont only do that right. they can sing, dance, drink and entertain. you think what. it's damn expensive okay!
andre: oh. but they can cheat what. everytime tell a new customer "i never done before. i never done beforeee.."
wing: (!) wahlao this kind of thing how can cheat.
james lam: andre i thought you only failed history. you failed your bio too.
andre: can what. can say "i do sports. so it broke".
after a while..
wing: hello! they are geishas. they dont do sports!
andre: say they do gymnastics when young la. i did split and then it broke. can what! some can make artificial one also. very easy.
me: yeah yeah. my teacher said taiwan got alot. $20,000 to stitch one back.
james lam: AH ANDRE, next time you can help them to stitch back.
everyone: hahahahahahaha.
andre: oh yeah. geisha RE-training center.

hahahahaha. oh maybe it doesnt seem that funny here. but we had a helluva time laughing at wing's comments about andre at kfc. hilarious.

anyways. I HATE SCHOOL!

bye.

2005-03-18T01:02:00.000+08:00

And my birthday suit when I'm home alone.

i dont know what got me addicted to good charlotte's "i just wanna live" again. their video is damn damn hilarious.

anyways. happy birthday to joyee and mic! :D

towning today with the besties. we watched spongebob squarepants(like finally)! oh it was so funny but a bit well. unrealistic. that part when they cried and their tears joined to a heart and the heart dripped and.. you should watch it yourself. it's very cute.

i bought my nikewomen shorts today. yes, after much hestitation. because it was so expensive and mic said "so expensive for this small piece of cloth?!" but aiya. i decided to buy it. my birthday's nearing! so money can be collected again. might as well buy it since i liked it so much right.

had training(more like fencing) just now. no good. i lost so many! good thing boys are not in the b divs this saturday. boys are stupid. throw rocks at them. oh speaking of this b divs. why they put all the women's events on one day and the men's on another? doesn't make much sense. aiya anyways. good luck to all!

bye!

p.s. ignore my previous entry. i think i was feeling sorta pmsy last night so yes. sorry for that.

2005-03-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

and we'll dance along to the tune of your death.
yes, your death.
and your death.
and yours.
and your death.

uuuuurghh eeeeegh aaaaahhhh warrrrggghhh

people and things are so different now. or maybe it's just me! i dont know why im feeling like that. i feel so well. neither here nor there. okay i'll never be a whole part of team rgs. but i dont feel like a part of bp too. i mean yes. not here not there. you get what i mean. bp you can say "oh no. you'll always be part of us. always." but i know it's not true. ah what whatever.

sometimes i think i need a little of

SYAZA!

i miss you!

2005-03-16T16:25:00.000+08:00

just an old fashioned love song.

i just dyed my hair. got quite sick of brown(but cannot see right. what lousy dye) so i dyed it burgundy! i think it's a mixture of purple and red and brown. now i should worry about going back to school next monday.

had training yesterday. i dont seem to be paying much attention that even coach was quite pissed trying to get me do the thing rightly. oh well, i dont quite like fencing now. i like erm. netball! or maybe track-ing most. those memories.. oooh i can go on about this. so i better stop. anyways. there was this old woman on the bus yesterday on my way home from z. i think she's very weird.

old lady: hello young lady. you play fencing?
me: erm yeah. (looking surprised)
old lady: no good you know. very rough for girls. girls must be gentle cannot play fencing. can you cook?

ahmahgawd, she freaked me out totally. i. er. have. no. comment. about. this.

oh and i have to get a sabre lameh fast. b divs this weekend.

2005-03-15T09:17:00.000+08:00

So long and goodnight.

i'm overslept for physics remedial. aiya, so might as well not go right.

anyways, i'm very in love with my chemical romance now. too bad i dont have any idea where to download their songs from. hence and therefore. i made use of my trusty windows media player. you can try searching for it too. my chemical romance, helena. (:

i haven't blogged about that disney on ice thing, have i? well, it has been REALLY er. enchanting. yes that's the word. i like aladdin and jasmine. :D okay nevermind.

and yes this is a very random entry. i have run out of random things to say though so goodbye everyone and enjoy your day!

2005-03-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

Who lives in a bong in a dormatory? SpongeBong Hemppants!

sucha loser right. i bet they're jealous of spongebob squarepants.

2005-03-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

secrets don't make friends.

i went towning with bestest this afternoon. caught hitch at cineleisure, boy. it was really good. except for the asdfghjkl chink couples who kept kicking our seats. hahahahah mic was damn pissed i tell you. met up with nellie, lin, james and timon after that at suntec. ooh i guess it was nothing much but yeah, i had quite a great time today. :D

oh mic realized. whats with those many couples pairing up these days? we saw how many funny i-wear-pink-shirt-you-also-okay couples at cine. eeyer, how awful.

okay jas, shut up, and you know what. i think il go to sleep now. by the way, i'm quite determined to go to church next sunday. but maybe my determination may die off even before tomorrow.

tanning, anyone?

2005-03-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

so wear me like a locket around your throat.

ah finally! a change in my layout. been looking for 2 hours for the right background color to blend with the picture but sheesh, i couldn't get it. so hence, this color i've chose. it's the closest i can get.

oh boy. 4 more days to the spongebob squarepants movie! i can hardly wait, i'm telling you.

my nail is much better now. sorry for grossing you out jodi. hahahaha.

this is what andre sent me just now.

it's awfully adorable isn't it. but, he reckons i should switch to epee because i'm too short. and people will tend to miss my target area. :/ sheesh. no andre. i'm sticking with sabre thank you very much.

asdfghjkl. people nowadays.

oh but i'm really wondering. why am i not growing even 1 cm anymore.

2005-03-11T15:31:00.000+08:00

To fall in love and fall in debt
To alcohol and cigarettes

ahmahgawd, hello march HOLIDAYS what took you so long! though it's only like a very (sad) week but still, no school!

i have difficulties typing. i cannot type with my fourth finger on my right hand because why, it was bleeding inside my nail during training last night. according to minmin, he said must be the blade or lead or what whatever object cut in. oh how gross isnt it. and its very painful now i'm afraid my nail will drop off. uuurgh! okay, okay i'll stop.

im watching disney on ice tonight. :D holy lord. i feel so kiddish. but nevermind.

i know i'll enjoy it. hahahaha.

Soda pop and Ritalin
No one ever died for my sins in hell

2005-03-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

YIKES! i'm ah so lazy. just back from gymming and wells, i hardly manage to accomplish anything. :( which is all very sad after all those determinations. oh nevermind. i shall go to the stadium to train up. sports day is coming! or rather, sports heats. uuurgh i'm taking part in 200m and 4x100m with afizah and some girls from 4B. i think i'll enjoy the relay event but the 200m?! asdfghjkl. kinda reminds me of that nationals. eeyer, but thank goodness there's no hurdles(yay).

i think i am DESPERATE for a 0.001cm of hair growth.
you clips.

PLEASE GROW!

2005-03-07T19:32:00.000+08:00

i am currently listening to boxcar racer's "letters to god". they're really very good music therapy i'm telling you. so good that i decided to upload most of their songs to the mp3 for before-and-after-training purposes. i'm sure they will provide me endless minutes of entertainment to and from z.

i won't lie
i won't sin
maybe i don't wanna go
can't you wait
maybe i don't wanna go

2005-03-06T20:32:00.000+08:00

DATING TIP #31
Every woman loves flowers.

caught lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events at the theatres today. the show's good.. recommendable. but there's still many other supposingly good shows i want to watch. like hitch, the spongebob squarepants movie, the pacifier, white noise and probably howl's moving castle(okay that's a bit old already but aiya).

school's tomorrow.

arghhhh ughhhhhh eeeee ahhhhhh

i shall bear with it for just one more week. hopefully it'll be over soon and what not.

ANYWAY. i have been seeing the word "geisha" for how many times already ever since it was on ruth's blog. even on tv. how very strange right.

okay sorry i'm being very random. :D

aiya goodnight world. let us sleep soundly tonight

2005-03-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

and im sure the view from heaven
beats the hell out of mine here

the day was great. morning was pretty good, went lunching with the besties(it's on ting's blog) then went to bishan to meet _____. hahahah oh i shan't mention whatever happened after. fsc was postponed due to the whatever toxic fumes and repainting of clementi. where got so sudden one right. asdfghjkl

My life reads like the classifieds.
Pages of what's for sale; whats on the auction block.
Attention bidders! Its line 45.
He's got a decent voice, he's got that crooked smile.
Hold on, you havent heard the best yet.
He writes good storylines, he's got those honest eyes.
So take him home for just $9.95.
He'll sing the songs you like, he'll keep you warm at night.

okay goodnight world.

2005-03-04T19:17:00.000+08:00

boys are stupid. throw stones at them.

hullo. i just woke up from my very satisfying sleep. :D

hah i came back straight after school because i was feeling so super tired. tried sleeping in chinese class but i felt so bad with the chinese teacher looking at me and not saying anything, i decided to stay awake. ohh i realize i have so much to do this weekend. like the very stupid cip thing tomorrow morning, meeting _____ in the afternoon then fsc on sunday. i better start on my homework if i don't want any detention on monday.

why am i even updating

2005-03-02T14:42:00.000+08:00

J----A TAN.
he drives me NUTS i tell you! sheesh, he's damn erm. disguisting in a sense. telling s-x jokes and well he has really ugly hair. which he gels FLAT down(so horrid right. makes him look like some cheekopek). and during lessons he practically SWINGS his hair around and all his dandruffs(eeyer) fly onto my worksheets. that's not all.. he's so tall huge and keeps moving in front of me. i really cannot see the board with him blocking, which leads to my very disastrous physics results. okay maybe not entirely his fault, but YES. HE'S PARTLY RESPONSIBLE FOR IT. and joshua chong(the supposingly nice bitch) helps him to disturb me. which i hate alot. asdfghjkl.

i got all my papers back already. there's this meet-the-parents session on next wednesday. wah lucky my dad is very busy he's giving it a miss(again). so yay, no complains hopefully. though i've failed 2 subjects(amath and physics) pretty badly. uuuuuurgh. nevermind.

oooh and i'm going to z tomorrow for training/fencing. the hardworking(ahem) me will prolly stay there till 9 to fence the z sabreurs. i heard that there's this new cjc guy(is he hot), which joseph mentioned about, there. oh well.. i shall see for myself.

my tummy hurts from all those crunches and situps. :(

okay bye.

2005-02-28T22:13:00.000+08:00

the boys blew up a really LARGE

condom(highlight to show)

in class today. EEYER HOW DISGUISTING can these dumb animals(boys) get.

2005-02-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

you're like a colored picture in a world of black and white.

uh oh. this is bad
i have slept for like how many hours and thus, i cannot sleep tonight! too much sleep in the afternoon isn't very healthy, not very good for the eyes also(if i'm napping with my contacts). anyhow, i've made my glasses already. though i think it looks almost the same as the one i lost but oh well, another thing to strike off in my "must-do" list. golly, i'm proud of myself(sheesh).

there's school tomorrow again. oh, PANIC! i've still yet to complete my geography project. because i have really no idea what are tropical storms. i think it's hurricanes and cyclones or whatsoever. right, right? aiya, i'll finish it later.

THE DIET (280205)
0545 get up. bathe and get ready for school.
0630 runs out of my house to the bus interchange.
0645 finish ALL my assignments.
0720 leaps down the stairs to the parade ground in sporty, exercising sort of way(haha)
0740 SCHOOL(dreads!)
0940 physical ed. be very enthu(like jump at whatever he says-more energy used up.)
1010 recess. (MARIGOLD fruit drink)
1040 LESSONS(the most boring part of the day)
1340 race(real fast -.-) around the school to look for the besties.
1500 school training(it helps in the burning of fats)
1730 be VERY enthu about pt(must run cannot walk!).
1800 home!
1900 salad(NO CARBS!).
2000 homework.
2100 GYMMING(refer:daily work-out).
2230 come online or something.
2300 do 30 more crunches. SLEEP.

2005-02-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

Spotlight!
SMS 'FLIRT' to 74747 today!

what's with advertisement nowadays.

2005-02-25T20:23:00.000+08:00

I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT.

yes, i really need to.

daily work-out.(trainings excluded!)
3(30) sit-ups.
3(20) leg-raises.
3(30) crunches.
3(100) skips.
3(10) push-ups.
3(8) jumping jacks.
20 mins run on the track-mil.

now i better stick to it.

slap me if i don't.

2005-02-25T19:41:00.000+08:00

you don't need an umbrella.

hello!

i haven't been updating much these days so i apologize for that. well, there's nothing much going on la. super depressed over my physics results.. wah, like out of those who passed, only 4 girls did? and 14+1 girls failed physics. sheesh

oh anyhows. i have to give selangor open a miss if it clashes with the stupid b divs comp. seriously, i'll very much rather go for selangor open la. but james wong explained that school divs are very very important for my cca points. hence, i shall give selangor a miss then. but not fsc! though i'll prolly go there be their living dummy but still. it'll be fun. no pressure to win! yes, very good.

we laughed till our tummies ached la please(good way to get abs!). mrs chiu was asking us to stand and say out our index numbers so that she can record cip points for the few of us. and apparently this zhenqin talked rubbish and mrs chiu decide the punish him. so she made him run around the class and shout out all our index numbers for her to speed things up. HAHAHAHAH you should see the way he ran and shout VERY LOUDLY all our index numbers. but he always end up saying them too fast he had to repeat all over and over again. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH very funny. sure a good way to cheer me up despite my oh-damn-lousy physics. went lj with weini after we were done with the flyers and we talked la. alot, about guys and all. heh.

I'VE STILL YET TO GET MY SPECS! asdfghjkl. -grumbles. i'm gonna get dad to buy me one pair this weekend. i want a brown thick one. :D hahah.

oh yeah, i saw issac yesterday at lot1. with jared! i must be blind la, like i just saw jared's pictures the day before. and the next day i couldn't recognise him. but yes, i do now brother. much apologies!

im not particularly looking forward to next week. because of my emath test and many more papers that i've failed.

but the holidays are coming. YES REJOICE. -licks the air.

goodbye world.

2005-02-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

you render me speechless, i hope you know.

i may be going to selangor open afterall. that was what nellie said, don't know what the arrangement's gonna be. but i really hope i'll room-in with nel and lin. roars, how fun will that be. and i heard fm fencers are going too, like joe and victor and jeri and so and so. excited i am! hooray. :D ruth are you going?

oh well, nothing to be happy about.

i failed my geography like shit? got 2 papers back today.
geography: 8.5/20
chinese: 36.5/50
how eeyer right. i'm sure amath, emath and physics will be much much worse. i'l be glad for a pass at least. why am i failing all my math. i hope they don't include this common test in my progress report. aiya i'm very depressed. :(

hahahah.

2005-02-21T15:46:00.000+08:00

play crack the sky

woah, i screwed up today's amath test. like, what's new. but i studied, whatever. must be one for vlee's doings i'm sure. my dad's gonan get mad really.. considering he taught poly students amath many years ago. and now i am failing it. it feels very eeyer doesn't it. i really ought to study harder, but come to think of it. what is there to study for amath right. uuuurgh forget about it.

screwed, i really. need. to. concentrate.

timon just called. oh yay i'm waiting for my tshirt. timon faster!

wells, school was alright. got my english common test back and wells, i guess it wasn't TOO bad compared to the other papers i'm gonna get back soon(like amath, physics and emath). -prays hard. just give me a pass i'll be thankful(yeah like in my dreams). how depressing. i have so much overdue work to do, i really don't know where to begin. oh yes, i've decided to drop music from my o levels. i honestly can't keep up la, and what's more, i sleep during class. i guess mic, fiona and me are dropping out. not sure about valen and gladys and theresa but oh wells. I'M DROPPING MEP FINALLY! yay. but i think i'll miss it sooner or later. sheesh. i'm very indecisive right, right? aiya.

i think vance is pissed at me. for whatever reasons. like he doesn't talk to me at all this morning and he doesn't want to tell me what's wrong. mann.. that feels bad really. i'm sorry la yeah? i tell you it must be those sushi that must be getting to me. it made me feel so guilty and bad for stuffing myself maybe i did something wrong after that. well trust me to come up with something like that, i bet i was only trying to make myself feel better :D sorry vance.

kay i'm being so random here.

peace.

2005-02-20T20:39:00.001+08:00

I'm starting out again, and I'll remain here till the end.

I'M VERY TEMPTED TO KICK MY COMPUTER. it makes me wait for a million years before it loads a page. and well, i am not a very patient person so that explains why i'm so frustrated by it. am currently doing(or rather,practising) my amath. wah, i hate the "factorization of cubic expressions" so much.

on a lighter note, i got my white thong sandals already! from charles and keith, cause i saw the exact design there. yay it was really very desirable. i can't help it la. (: YES I FINALLY BOUGHT IT OOHLALA.

aiight back to my amath.

goodbye.

2005-02-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

butterflies and hurricanes.

hello. i'm back from towning today because women's sabre event was called off. not enough teams la so fence what. went down to clementi to meet lin and nel first and we went off to ps for a show. and guess what we watched.. HIDE AND SEEK. which was not too bad for a horror show i guess. at least it didn't scare me that badly or did it bore me to death. yes, and nellie screamed. hahahahahahaha she was really funny but oh well, it didn't seem too funny if you'r freaked out as well. so yes. met timon and james after that because lin said they were at ps. ooh and lin was so shy i tell you! HAHA. but well, the guys are real gentleman(s). offering to hold their fencing stuffs for them. oh you must be thinking how sweet right. heh heh heh. okay nevermind. went to town with them and i managed to squeeze out quite a new number of news from them. like what ----- -i-- did, and how desperate he made himself to sound. aiya. i really should stop this. go to wanlin's blog if you want more details(though it's not VERY detailed but i think it's good enough).

i'm dreading tomorrow.
1) i've got piano lessons at 11 in the morning(how to wake up!)
2) my phone bills
3) i still have to finish my work
4) MUST revise amaths and lit(common tests la what else.)

sheesh. so while vance's going skating with his friends. i'm probably stuck with my piano lessons and work and more work. how unfair can that get. :(
i really must find some way to entertain and amuse myself. like maybe..

watching SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS! i saw it's coming out in theatres on march 17. i'll catch it, i promise. :D oh, and maybe i'll do some more shopping. i've still yet to get my thong sandals from craft. wahlao, i want it so much please.